I got you guys birthday card today and right when I was opening it my friend stopped by and asked who it was from. When I told him, he started telling me what good people you are. He told me that if I really wanted to change my life, you were the right people to talk too. Maybe it’s a sign from God cause if he hadn’t walked into my cell at that instant, I would have never even considered writing this letter. Maybe miracles do happen. It is now 2:30 am and I have been writing for four straight hours. Wow. Nine full pages. I’ve never done anything like this before! I do know that I am so sick of my current life and desperately want real change. I’ve been through so much in my life and never before asked for help. I really don’t know what you guys are about, but I hope you can help and give me some guidance. I’m not the kind to ask for help, but desperate times call for desperate measures. Maybe I’m not too old to change. I can go right or I can go left. Right is a death sentence, but I choose life, so I’m gonna go left. I just don’t know how to get there. This could literally be my last hope …